When I realize that I cared about you more than I cared about my friend. What I mean is I realize that my feelings going to wrong path. We used to be a best friends. We talked and we shared a lot of things. My journey, your journey, my thoughts, your thoughts and our souls I think. We became one, We blur to be one, and its called love. I have no idea I could gave you the damn thing that I can ever never gave to someone else.
When the end of our road, you pull me out. Out of your life and it makes me not know about you anymore. You become someone else that you said you would never be. And it happens we screw up, I dont know it becomes to be the war of our ego or our love. one thing that I want you to know, I have loved you, and I did my best. If your not realize it you will. One day you will realize it I believe it would happen. I still love you Capt, and I will. but Goodbye.
This pic from The Theory of Everything Movie, at least I gave him my best.
The 1975 I really like this band. the 1975 are British alternative rock band formed in Manchester. this group consists of Matthew healy (vocal, guitar) wichis my favorite member! his my man!d haha. and there is Adam Hann (guitar), George Daniel (drums), and Ross MacDonald (bass).
My favorite song is going to be "The Sound" track 13 in I Like It When You Sleep For You Are So Beautiful Yet So Unware Of It Album. this is the lyrics look like some poetry that Matthew made!
[x2:] Well I know when you're around cause I know the sound I know the sound, of your heart Well I know when you're around cause I know the sound I know the sound, of your heart
I can't believe I forgot your name Oh baby won't you come again? She said "I've got a problem with your shoes and your tunes But I might move in" and "I thought that you were straight, now I'm wondering"
You're so conceited I said "I love you" What does it matter if I lie to you? I don't regret it but I'm glad that we're through So don't you tell me that you 'just don't get it' Cause I know you do.
Well I know when you're around cause I know the sound I know the sound, of your heart Well I know when you're around cause I know the sound I know the sound, of your heart
It's not about reciprocation it's just all about me A sycophantic, prophetic, Socratic junkie wannabe There's so much skin to see A simple Epicurean Philosophy And you say I'm such a cliche, I can't see the difference in it either way. And we left things to protect my mental health But you call me when you're bored and you're playing with yourself
You're so conceited I said "I love you" What does it matter if I lie to you? I don't regret it but I'm glad that we're through So don't you tell me that you 'just don't get it' Cause I know you do.
Well I know when you're around cause I know the sound I know the sound, of your heart Well I know when you're around cause I know the sound I know the sound, of your heart Well I know when you're around cause I know the sound I know the sound, of your heart Well I know when you're around cause I know the sound I know the sound, of your heart
Well I know when you're around cause I know the sound I know the sound, of your heart Well I know when you're around cause I know the sound I know the sound, of your heart Well I know when you're around cause I know the sound I know the sound, of your heart Well I know when you're around cause I know the sound I know the sound, of your heart
This thought come to my mind in the early morning. When I cant
close my eyes again at 3 AM. When I saw my phone through the notifications of
my activity or someone catch my post on my social media which is this guy is
very special to me. It comes to my mind about my lovelife. Now soon as possible
I become a Dreamy Girl 22 years old. This thought finally came up on my mind is
about marriage.
Saya akan berpendapat dari sudut pandang saya sebagai wanita
yang baru akan beranjak usia 22 tahun (its going to be soon on April) tentang
sebuah konsep pernikahan. Pandangan ini tentu saja meliputi
pengalaman-pengalaman saya serta lingkungan saya sendiri. Pernikahan menurut
saya adalah sebuah ritual agama yang bersifat sakral. Saya sendiri yang memeluk
agama Islam tahu dan sadar bahwa menikah merupakan salah satu ibadah yang akan
dijalankan.
Saya pernah sekali memimpikan untuk menikah muda dan membangun
keluarga yang bahagia, hanya sekali pada saat saya berumur 6 tahun. Saat itu saya hanya
seorang anak perempuan yang bersekolah di SD Negeri dan belum tahu apa itu
cinta. Menurut saya pernikahan bukan menyelesaikan suatu masalah, tapi justru
kebalikannya, menambah masalah. Mengapa saya berpikir seperti itu? Banyak hal
yang harus anda pikirkan dengan matang. Penyatuan dua keluarga, membangun
sebuah keluarga yang berisi anak,suami dan isteri, menjalani separuh hidup anda
dengan seseorang, mengajarkan anak bagaimana menjadi seorang manusia yang baik
dan bernorma, sampai anda memiliki seorang cucu, atau generasi ke-3 dari
keluarga yang anda bangun. Terlalu rumit bukan? Namun saya yakin dengan orang-orang
yang berani mengambil resiko dan memantapkan diri menghadapi masalah yang akan
dihadapi dalam membangun sebuah keluarga.
Banyak orang berpendapat bahwa
masalah akan tiba dan memang akan muncul namun menikah akan mengurangi beban
anda dalam menghadapi masalah, karna anda menghadapi bersama kekasih hidup
anda. Saya tidak menyalahkan pendapat ini, memang benar adanya. Saya hanya
berpendapat menurut pandangan dan pengalaman saya. Untuk saat ini saya masih
berpendapat bahwa pernikahan merupakan pilihan bagi orang-orang yang berani
mengambil resiko yang akan dihadapi dalam membangun bahtrera rumah tangga bersama kekasih hidupnya.
Saya akui memang saya belum terlalu
berani mengambil resiko sebanyak itu dalam hidup saya, mungkin pendapat saya
akan berubah jikalau saya mantap dan memang sudah menemukan kekasih hidup saya
yang akan sanggup menjalani masalah-masalah dikemudian hari
setelah pernikahan itu terjadi. No offsense bagi orang-orang yang berpendapat
kebalikannya terhadap saya, tanyalah dirimu sendiri apakah kalian sanggup untuk
menghadapi masalah-masalah tersebut saat umur dan pikiran serta pribadi anda
yang berubah-ubah? Siap untuk menikah muda? Siap untuk menyatukan isi kepala
anda dengan isi kepala pasangan anda saat hari-hari buruk yang akan anda
hadapi? Saya harap bukan perceraian jawabannya.
Goodmorning, from The Dreamer who seek a true love J
I really want to read this book but I dont have it now. Maybe if I have and already to read that book I will review for you. its about the relationship guidance. why I really love about relationship guidance? because I really sucks about it. I always end up my relationship with a badly situation haha. so I should learn more about it. Well I'm not blaming Capt. W about what happens now. cuz Mr. Amari Soul told me about this..
The first time you gave me this song. remember? you told me that I gave you the feeling of comfort. we started as a bestfriend until we realize our feelings its not longer about friendship.
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